A Weekend

“How many tickets, sir?”, she asks from the other side of the counter. “Just one please.”, I throw a quick reply. I manage to steal a glance at her name tag when she is processing the ticket. I make the payment shortly after receiving the ticket from her. She appears to be very enthusiastic about her job, making me happy for her somehow. Checking the time on my phone, I find out that I have approximately half an hour to spare. There are two reasonable options available for me; I can either go grab a drink of my choice at a café, or spend the remaining time reading a browsing copy of an interesting title at a bookstore. The latter is certainly a better choice if I’m taking frugality into account, but I insist on going for the first option just for a change. Thus, I direct my feet to the intended place and settle on a table for two. Quite a crowd here I notice.

Good Read

Yesterday’s visit was a letdown, unfortunately. Since I was already there, I brought a book home with me nonetheless, presuming it could be a pleasing distraction for me. I’m like over halfway through the book now. Right until this point, I can confidently say it serves its purpose. A very liberal and somewhat erotic fiction, explicitly exposing the ugly face of modern youth in the land of the rising sun. Engrossed and losing sense of time, I am. My stomach is growling from within, dragging me out of the fictional world. How about a delivery meal? I suppose it’s alright to indulge in such convenience once in a while. Picking up the house phone which I hardly use, I dial the numbers accordingly and make my order. The dial tone sounds nostalgic, or should I say obsolete? With that taken care of, I’m off to the other world. I think it’s probable to finish two chapters before the bell rings.

The Gift

There went Thursday for being under the weather. It sure feels good to be in the pink again after the reasonably long rest. I come to remember that the generous gift from my neighbour is still in its box. I decide to take them out to see the sun today, so I try to put them on. They fit my feet nicely, which then raises my suspicion. She must have ascertained my shoe size on the sly beforehand. Moving a couple of steps ahead from the building in the new pair of sneakers, I tramp the pavement under the delicate morning sun. The traffic is rather light at this hour, resulting in fresher air to breathe and lesser noise pollution. I catch a glimpse of a passenger reading in a moving bus, and the library comes to mind. Maybe I should make a visit to check if Ms. Tuesday has left me a reply letter. In actual fact, it is more likely an excuse for my impatience that is kicking in.

Unwell

My head throbs and my eyes are growing weary. Half-consciously, I lug myself to the bathroom. I turn the tap at the sink and wet my entire face to be given a pinch of rejuvenation. I guess my body temperature has significantly risen, this would elucidate why the water is freezing cold. I don’t think I can last much longer under this condition. Before I possibly get worse, I figure I should get a glass of warm water and drink it whole. After the last gulp, I slip into something more comfortable and lie straight on the bed, covering myself from neck to toe. Since I’m not a fan of paracetamol, I have to bear with the headache for now. I try to keep my mind void of thoughts and concentrate only on breathing, hoping this meditative state can benumb me from the discomfort and eventually put me to sleep.

Requital

A package shows up at my doorstep out of the blue. There is no sign of postal stamps on it, not even a name or the sender’s address. I flip it around just to make sure, find nothing on the crumpled brown surfaces. Getting the urge to open it up, I carry it into the room and rest it on the table. While sitting on my chair, I unwrap the package. What lies underneath the wrapping paper is a solid blue box. I slit it open with a stationery knife and lift off its cover. As I’m about to take a peek inside, a phone call interrupts. Hurriedly, I reach for my phone which I left in the living room and answer the call. Apparently it’s from Ben’s mother. “I dropped by earlier but you were out. I hope you don’t mind that I put it at your doorstep. It’s just a little something for you as a token of appreciation.”, she sounds rather warm. I express my gratitude on the phone and wish her good health.

Little Ben

“A fully customised ship and all spirit gems collected. No kidding?”, I ask in disbelief. “You bet! Are you looking down on me?”, he replies with a proud smirk on his face. However, he adds that one of the heart containers is selfishly tucked away in the Old Wayfarer’s pocket because he didn’t bother fishing. But I’m still impressed, it was three days ago when I lent him the handheld and he has finished the game. “Where’s your mom?”, I try to change the topic. “Oh, she went grocery shopping. She said she wouldn’t want to trouble you that much.”, he explains. I tell him I don’t mind helping every now and then. “Has your dad ever come visit?”, I dare myself to raise the question. His eyes are checking the door. Then he answers in a soft tone, “Yes, he has. Please keep this between you and me and the cat’s whiskers.”. He extends his little finger and we pinky swear to seal the promise.

A Visit

This is somewhere you don’t want to step into unless you are obliged to do so. The lobby is as cold as the air, there is hardly anyone in sight. I take the elevator and it makes its stop at level five. The first thing I see when the elevator door opens is a sign that reads “Pediatric Ward”. There are more signs at both ends, indicating the range of ward rooms and their respective directions. A hand sanitiser is placed at every room interval, not leaving out the counter too. So here I’m, right in front of the door to Room 516. I slide the door open, carrying his favourite comic books on one hand. He is sitting upright on the bed, with pillows supporting his back. His eyes are fixed on the screens, alternating between each. The very sight of it leaves me beaming. “Saving Princess Zelda?”, I interrupt. “I’m kicking Bellum’s butt!”, he exclaims without looking away from the screens. See how a handheld can keep a kid tied up?

The Decision

I turn up the piece of note and enclose it between the pages. My nous wanders. What’s her name? Could she be the one I encountered back at the reunion? I can easily field these questions if I cut to the chase and meet her here tomorrow. But no, I shouldn’t. This is just me being delirious, I could ruin the whole thing. Getting it through my head, I regain myself and tear another page off the daybook. Consequently, I begin writing. A name would suffice for now, I reckon. I want to get it from her herself though, not from Mrs. Regina, as it seems improper. Writing with the pen, I drop a few more lines and settle for a barely two quarter page length. I split the piece in two and slip the lower half into the daybook. The librarian becomes the bridge, yet again.

Solace

I fathom your pain since I have waded through the desert of unrequited love. It was beyond a doubt a bitter pill to swallow. Dwelling on the ordeal led me nowhere but to an endless cycle of anguish and disappointment. Hence, I tried to endure the bitterness, hoping it would make me a stronger person. Then I came to realise that I should open up my heart and accept the fact that it happened, that it was just another phase of my life. Likewise, you had better free your soul from the torment. Leave the dejection behind and let bygones be bygones. Embrace your inner faith as you have got your whole life ahead of you. Appreciate your senses and make good use of them. I look forward to knowing you better.

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For once, I’m not alone. Her words touch my heart with utmost sincerity that I can almost feel her soul. I will not forget this solace, never.